ah ha im bak again xD and heres my first fanfic zutto which all my fafics will be posted here and again at the fanfic page where it will stay. I PRESENT ZUTTO!
~Zutto~
“Aiba?” I asked him.
“Nani?” he asked back.
“Do you think I’ll survive this you know that I may never come back” I sat there staring at the window sill and watching the clouds past by.
“Don’t say that of course you’ll come back I know it you .. can’t . . leave me here. . .” as Aiba started to tear.
“You know if I don’t survive you’ll visit me often will you? Please Aiba-chan please?” I begged.
“Of course I will Momo I’ll always visit you everyday and zutto. But if you do survive you must make me fried chicken ne <3” He said back.
“Mouu~ Fried Chicken isn’t that healthy for you, you always eat it but then you’ll make me a cupcake right.” I said.
“Haha, yatta! But you know the cupcake I make will make you sick you can’t be sick the day after you get out of the hospital.”
“Don’t worry Aiba, I’ll eat anything you make even if I get sick.”
“Ne~ Aiba-chan.” I asked
“Yea?”
“I still love you even If I died zutto.” I said.
“Momo it’s time.” Nurse Cynthia said.
“Arigatou Cynthia-san, Ja Aiba-chan . . .” I kissed Aiba’s soft lips for the what it seems the last time and tears started seeping into my eyes.
“Na~ Don’t cry Momo you’ll definitely surivie kitto.” Aiba assured.
“I hope so <3” as I was wheeled into the surgery room and saw Aiba’s face for the very last time or so I thought.
I watched her being wheeled into the surgery room.
Will she ever come back . . .
Will I ever see her again . .
I squinted my eyes I’m I in heaven or did I survive.
“MOMO~” as Aiba hugged like his stuffed dog.
“Aiba . . . I can’t breathe” I said as I try to let my words out.
“Ah~ Gomen.” Aiba blushed as he backed away and let go of me.
“You know you shouldn’t really suffocate her she’s very delicate right now you know.” As I heard Nino’s voice come through.
“Nino, Matsujun, Ohno, Sho! You guys are here.” As I rejoiced seeing them.
“How can we ever forget our little mini twinkling star here ne~” Nino said.
“ARIGATOU NA~ I can’t believe you took time out of you guy’s busy schedules to come visit me.” I said
“ Haha how can we not you helped us after all. Like you helped me while my scandal had been hit and you proved that I wasn’t there.” Ohno said.
“And when you helped me find my inspiration that I used to have to be in arashi again.” Jun said.
“Also when I was stuck in my apartment playing video games non-stop and you helped me realize there are more special things than just games.” Nino said.
“And that time where you helped me when I was alone and depressed for a month about a breakup.” Sho said.
“ I love you all and I can’t ask for anything more.” I said.
“Hey~ Momo guess what?” Aiba asked.
“Nani?” I said.
“Here.” As he handed me a cupcake with my name smothered all over it.
“YOU MADE ME A CUPCAKE !” I screamed as I hugged and kissed Aiba.
“We all have presents for you.” Jun said.
Nino bought me a game that I had always wanted and with his own money, Jun had baked me pasta, Ohno had painted a painting of my favorite sakura tree with me and aiba, and Sho composed a rap song for me and started rapping it and we all had fun as timed ticked slowly and I was running out of time.
“Aiba? Can you come here for a minute?” I asked.
“Yea.” As he came closer and sat on my bed.
“I lo—–.”
“MOMO COLLAPSED SOMEONE GET THE NURSE!” Aiba yelled to the others and they ran out of the door.
“Momo please be awake don’t leave me here I can’t survive without you I LOVE YOU AND YOU CAN’T DIE NOW NOT WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO PROPOSED TO YOU.I WAS ABOUT TO QUIT MY JOB AND BE TOGETHER WITH YOU so . . that . . we can stay forever and zutto”
“Come Aiba we can’t let you grab onto her the docters need to take care of her” Jun said as he pulled Aiba away.
“ NO I CAN’T LEAVE HER ALONE RIGHT NOW WHAT IF SHE DIES I WON’T BE ALBE TO SEE HER FACE AGAIN.” Aiba yelled at Jun.
“There’s nothing we can do Aiba fate isn’t in the control of our hands Aiba we’ll have to let fate do what it can do and hope for the best.”
“Why . . Why isn’t there . . . anything that I could do. . .anything anything.” Aiba collapsed on the flooring crying.
“Guys I’m sorry but –“ nurse Cynthia began to say.
“Please don’t tell me that she didn’t die please don’t say it.” As Aiba grabbed her.
“Aiba let go of her.” Jun yelled.
“She didn’t make I’m sorry.”
“No it couldn’t be she didn’t.” Nino said.
“And I thought a minute ago she was healthy and laughing with us.” Sho said.
—–
“On the day of May 1st 2009, Momo Tsubaki lands in a tragic death among us.” Sho said.
“She was the greatest friend we could have and was Aiba’s lover.” Nino said.
“If we could turn back time we would spend our every minute with her.” Jun said.
“We would make her life as happy as it could every be since the day she was born.” Ohno said
“If she were alive today she would be standing right beside us looking at us with pride and joy and laughing with us.” Aiba said.
“And today,” they said in unison “we’ll sing her the song that well all composed and dedicated to her.
“ASHITA NO KIOKU” Jun yelled
English Translation
The future makes me sad
I just loose myself standing there
As the seasons go by
i see tomorow
As i strongly believe
If we met, what color future would we have?
When i remember important memories we had together
I keep running of to the dream
hurt, broken, As yesterday pass
I should of started over from the begining
As years go by
i think im gonna be able to like someone again
Deeper, Deeper, As we support eachother
what can i do for you?
the feelings for you that i kept on stacking
my heart has happiness, saddness, warmth and pain
the day we got together
i still have that feeling burned in my heart
Ah Ah…
As the seasons go by
i see tomorow
As i strongly believe
If we met, what color future would we have?
“I love you Momo.” as Aiba said.
—-
“Momo it’s been exactly one year sinced you left me.” Aiba said.
“I visit you everyday and I always baked a cupcake.”
“But somehow they always seem to be gone when I come back the next day *giggle*”
“I wish you were here to see me sing and watch my dramas.”
“I really miss you and I want to eat your fried chicken again”
“Maybe when I go to heaven the first thing I’ll do is look for you.”
“I . . . wish that . . you were. . still here. . . I want to . . . hug you . . and love you again. . .”
“Momo I love you and you’ll always be in my heart . . . zutto.” As Aiba layed his homemade cupcake and flowers and walked away.
